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General / Social / Re: Thread Of Topiclessness [Current Era: Fancy headwear]
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on: March 08, 2020, 06:33:02 pm
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I’ve done a lot of reflecting on this website and how it shaped me into who I am now. And I relized just how much it messed me up. I was way too young to be on here, interacting with people calling me their loli and whatnot. I realized that I fear sending my photograph to people because of how many times my face and voice and video presence got memed. I think this website may be where I started feeling like nobody took me seriously, and that’s been a constant theme throughout my life. Fun.
Looking back? I think i miss the idea of this community and what it was more than I actually miss it. I’m a lot different than I was when I was younger, thanks to various (usually negative) interpersonal relationships and self discovery that was sparked by mental illness. The two times I was in the discord made me realize that I probably don’t fit in with this community as I am now, and that’s fine.
Another personal update, while I’m here I suppose. I’m 21 now. Hard to believe it’s been that long. I’ve been with my current boyfriend for almost 3 and a half years. He’s very patient when dealing with me, which is perfect. I’ve used they/them pronouns for the past couple years after a long while of struggling with my identity. English (writing) major with an art minor in university, my junior year. Hoping to go for a masters in library sciences. It suits me a lot more than computer science ever did. I’ve made a lot of fantastic friends through my college’s Smash Bros club, which I’m the president of. Love every second of it. Things are hard now, but I’ve cut out toxic people from my life and am starting to be a little more stable overall again. That’s really all I can ask for.
I felt like gravity was weighing down on me more than ever while writing this. Thinking about this website and returning always made me nervous and afraid. I loved my time here and cherish most of the memories, but I don’t miss it. Thank you guys for being a part of my life.
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General / Social / Re: Thread Of Topiclessness [Current Era: Fancy headwear]
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on: March 18, 2017, 06:11:38 pm
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Are we doin' life updates in here for the people that barely show up anymore? Sign me the heck up, lads. In my senior year of high school currently, just finishing everything up. I've been accepted to several different universities and plan on going to one on the other side of the state around August to pursue computer science and graphic design. Pretty sweet deal, in all honesty. Played through the main story of Pokemon Moon, but that's about it. It was honestly better than Alpha Sapphire, which I couldn't even get past the third gym in. It was just too boring for me, sadly. Pokemon just hasn't been as hooking for me in the most recent editions, and I feel like being on this website when the previous games game out helped me stay interested in them. Instead of Pokemon, I've spent more of my time on art and actually talking to people. Got into professional wrestling too, because my interests always seem to gravitate towards the less feminine ones. That's just how it goes, I guess? I've definitely been a lot more confident as a human being in the past few months, though. Finally separated myself from my ex girlfriend (which I don't know if I even mentioned here: she broke up with me back in 2014 or something) and went through a couple abusive relationships, one emotional and the other a bit more uncomfortable. Only surrounding myself with people that actually care about me, and thankfully my mental health has gotten a lot better. Still have issues with depression, anxiety, and god knows what else wrong with me, but long gone are the weeks where I would spend every night trying to die. I'm sorry for being such a piece of shit back in the day about all of that, by the way. I overreacted over a lot of shit back then and I probably caused a lot of annoyance or distress with the stuff I said sometimes. I'm 18 now (don't look like a piece of shit anymore nowadays http://tinypic.com/r/15ea0ew/9 ), and holy shit it's actually kind of crazy to think I joined this forum at age 12, what with half of the things I was saying. That being said, I absolutely don't regret it. Being on here, for as short as it was, was one of the best things that I was a part of. You all were so nice to me and I seriously can't thank you enough. This website formed me into the sarcastic asshole I am now and I really can't thank y'all enough. Thanks for dealing with me, friends. I still care about you all so much, believe me.
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General / Social / Re: Thread Of Topiclessness [Current Era: Fancy headwear]
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on: July 06, 2015, 12:12:24 am
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Well, I'm using the NG+ for an LP, and I'm not playing Golden, so True.
Recording the LP begins in two months because I'm making it a drinking game. I fully intend to do all Social Links, all bonus bosses, and of course, the True Ending for the LP.
Ah, okay! That sounds like fun!!!!
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General / Social / Re: Thread Of Topiclessness [Current Era: Fancy headwear]
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on: July 02, 2015, 07:39:38 pm
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Why so much golf?
Gotta make that school varsity team, bro Hey, it could be worse. Kloud and I have been having money issues since her pregnancy gave her Hyperemisis Grahvidum.
Oh yeah, Kloud is pregnant.
Congrats! On the small child part, that is, not the money issues and other misfortune
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General / Social / Re: Thread Of Topiclessness [Current Era: TOM R. TOE]
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on: February 08, 2015, 10:27:02 pm
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oe you could have dug yourself even deeper into the closet and denied it hard, even going to far as to throw your friend under the bus saying she kissed you cuz she was drunk or something. ._.
my mother wouldnt let me talk to anyone if she found out one of my friends was drunk, especially since the friend is 15. my mother is literally the most over protective person to exist. >: /
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