hello. making my yearly check in i guess. i'm deer/bailey/whatever you guys knew me as. i don't remember anymore it's been way too long

how are you all?? my life's been a mess. i was diagnosed with depression and anxiety a few months back, currently jumping from medication to medication to find an antidepressant that works for me. i'm hanging in there otherwise.
i watched a couple animes too, i guess. ginga nagareboshi gin and osomatsu-san. i love them both. any other anime is dumb and generic and weird. idk if any of you like anime but there's those if it matters.
here's my tumblr if tumblr's relevant here.

here is precious mama ty, her and hyde elliot have changed so very drastically since they were first thought up. they are still my little babs. someday i'll do something more with them but for now they'll stay hidden away until they've been polished to perfection
disappears back into the abyss

oh my goodness what has HAPPENED this is gross and weird aaaahhhh i've made a mistake
here's a dork

inconsistent everything

what's a good wacom drawing tablet? i need suggestions :(

bought my first three packs of the english xy cards. first had nothing special, second had a holo delphox, third had a full-art skarmory. :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=98LoiMZ59Jw

literally the best video.

i went back and played that pokefarm clicking game AND THERE'S A NEW ONE OH MY GOSH IT'S SO DUMB BUT IT'S ADDICTING I CAN'T STOP ALL IT IS IS C L I C K I N G

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NU4oii8djHU

some professional hacking company was finally able to make codes to find shiny xerneas/yveltal/zygarde and SHINY YVELTAL IS SO COOL

https://charahub.com/

found a kind of cool website. you can put your characters on here for reference or whatever. :)

i'm beginning to really hate my braces.
the person working on my braces was a student assistant and everybody kept having to tell her what to do... i was in the orthodontist's office for two hours. now i can't bite down all the way because my molars hit two brackets that got put in and one of my bottom front teeth is all grinded and chipped up... no idea how that even happened. gonna file it down and hope it'll be fine.

so excited bank's finally out!! i finally transferred my legendaries and my whole bunch of shinies. i like how you can tell on x and y if a pokemon's from a different region because i assumed all my shinies i got on negotiations were either english or japanese; i found out my two shiny manectrics are from france and germany! cool cool.

it's a bootleg i think. it's this doll right here. i bought it because i got a regular vaporeon from the same manufacturer, whatever it may be (there's a ton of pokemon dolls for sale floating around the internet and they all have that green "12 inches" stamp on the picture), and it was actually a well-made doll. it was really cute too, it didn't look ugly unlike a lot of dolls i found (look at this poor electrike's horse face), so i was willing to buy another unofficial one.

i bought a shiny vaporeon doll!! i didn't even know those existed o/

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lc5vDNNCJa4

confusion worked.