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« Reply #15 on: November 27, 2014, 10:02:47 pm »

You guys don't understand how much your replies mean to me Cry

Thankyou so much
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« Reply #16 on: November 27, 2014, 10:03:53 pm »

Reality is just something that needs time taking in. For all of us.
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« Reply #17 on: November 27, 2014, 11:20:12 pm »

In life, we often find ourselves wearing masks. Personas who help us with our day by day. The face we wear at home, at work, at school, or online. While all very different, they're all a part of ourselves, swimming in a sea that forms our conscious and unconscious minds. In this way, there is no 'real you' so much as there is all the different parts of you. Fragments that form a whole.

The fact that I learned all that from a video game astounds me, but it's one of the biggest pieces of wisdom I've spouted in years.
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« Reply #18 on: November 28, 2014, 03:19:49 am »

Haha, looking at this thread, I feel like we've all matured a lot over these years.
It's actually really interesting, realizing that now.
I'm 19 and an asian guy as well, so we got that in common apparently.
If you ever want to talk about it, I'm down to listen and converse.
I've never really had a problem with my ethnicity myself.
The way I see it, who I am has absolutely nothing to do with my race.
Anyway, major props for doing this. It took a lot of courage to do.
It's good to hear that you're trying to change your lifestyle for the better. Keep it up!
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« Reply #19 on: November 28, 2014, 02:20:19 pm »

I'm glad that you are trying to better yourself instead of just giving up!

Good job, Miku! Cheesy
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« Reply #20 on: November 28, 2014, 02:47:57 pm »

Also, I'm surprised you thought we'd attack you. This forum is one of the most accepting places I've ever seen- we will love and appreciate you, no matter your race, sexuality, national origin, gender, etc etc. Seriously, even if I haven't always agreed with folks, it always seems that we pull through because we care about each other.

It's nice.
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« Reply #21 on: November 28, 2014, 03:29:11 pm »

Honestly, the reveal that you were an entirely different gender and everything is more than just "different section of personality" that we were all thinking.  It's a pretty big lie and while I'm not the kind of guy to get mad about it, it does feel like a bit of betrayal to the community.  The real you would probably have been more accepted when you joined more than the pretend one who made a lot of crass jokes all the time.  I'm not fully surprised, there were always inconsistencies with your story.  So yeah, I'm not mad but I'm disappointed that you lied on this scale to everyone for multiple years.  If you wanted to leave, it might have been better if you quietly left rather than make a thread like this because I'm not even sure what to believe anymore.  Everybody is saying how they still accept you and stuff, but can you be trusted? :/
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« Reply #22 on: November 28, 2014, 05:06:08 pm »

Aryeh- I've learned that it's best to trust next to nobody- at least, when it comes to the internet.

I do agree with you that I wish we'd gotten to know the real person behind the screen, but by the same token, I understand why he did it.
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« Reply #23 on: November 28, 2014, 06:55:56 pm »

Thanks loomy and darkgale Smiley

I share Kloud's opinion. Don't trust anyone on the internet too much.

Anyone can type a lie. There is no way I can give you a guarantee that I won't lie; it really is an issue of how much you decide to trust me, or anyone else.

I can say that I have no intention to lie about my identity ever again. But in someone else's eyes, that's just text. I can't prove that my real-life identity I've typed about on this thread isn't just a complete load of shit.

If you choose not to trust me, that's okay. After all, it's the internet. And you have very good reason to suspect everything I say is a lie.

But either way I won't be staying around for long, so I'm not really sure if whether I am trusted or not matters so much. It seems everyone else is believing my confession, and for that I am very grateful.

About you believing it may have been better if I quietly left, I have seriously considered that many times. But I had an urge to be honest with the community at least once in my life, and see what they'd say about it.
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« Reply #24 on: November 28, 2014, 11:18:10 pm »

Well, damn. Miku. .. I don't know what else to call you by, so please excuse me- but you'll be missed. I wish you wouldn't go, but I understand fully (I've left multiple times for varying reasons- if anyone can relate, it's me). I guess if you do go, I wish you the best in your life going forward. Know that you are someone beautiful and valuable just the way you are. Be confident and embrace yourself, make any changes you need to, and most of all please find what makes you happy.

I guess that's my final piece on the subject. Whether or not you're telling the truth now doesn't matter- I'd rather be wrong and look foolish then be right and leave someone truly in need out in the cold.
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« Reply #25 on: November 29, 2014, 12:47:44 pm »

I do believe you, because nobody would go this far and all that for a joke.

I would like to say, I know how you feel, about the Asian thing and wanting to be white.

I'm Pakistani and I'm just completely ashamed of my country,background and streotypes. I know I can't change my race or background, so I try to stay as white Canadian as possible, I don't enjoy anything out of Pakistani culture at all, so theres that. I don't like the music, I'm not even muslim, etc.
I was born Canadian and I'm a Canadian first.

I agree with Kloud, I'd rather believe you than not, because I don't want to leave a friend I've known for so long without any support.

If you feel its a step in the right direction than you should move on, but you can also come back if you need us for anything, we are always here. Or at least hopefully will.
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« Reply #26 on: November 29, 2014, 10:40:52 pm »

I've read every single reply on this thread multiple times. I don't think I've ever read anything more personally meaningful to me in my life. It means so much to me.

I'd really like to thank you guys for being so very supportive of me. It really encourages me to believe that I'm making the right decisions and helps me feel better about myself.

And thankyou for offering to accept the real me as part of the community. But I won't be part of it. It doesn't feel right, with everyone knowing about how much I misled them.

But I really, really do appreciate everything you guys have said. Again, thankyou. <3

I intend to make this my last post on the forum. A solid 5 years and 5 months as this identity, it's been a very memorable experience.

Goodbye, my beloved PPN community.

- Sean
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« Reply #27 on: November 29, 2014, 11:00:47 pm »

I've read every single reply on this thread multiple times. I don't think I've ever read anything more personally meaningful to me in my life. It means so much to me.

I'd really like to thank you guys for being so very supportive of me. It really encourages me to believe that I'm making the right decisions and helps me feel better about myself.

And thankyou for offering to accept the real me as part of the community. But I won't be part of it. It doesn't feel right, with everyone knowing about how much I misled them.

But I really, really do appreciate everything you guys have said. Again, thankyou. <3

I intend to make this my last post on the forum. A solid 5 years and 5 months as this identity, it's been a very memorable experience.

Goodbye, my beloved PPN community.

- Sean
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« Reply #28 on: November 29, 2014, 11:45:04 pm »

Honestly, the reveal that you were an entirely different gender and everything is more than just "different section of personality" that we were all thinking.  It's a pretty big lie and while I'm not the kind of guy to get mad about it, it does feel like a bit of betrayal to the community.  The real you would probably have been more accepted when you joined more than the pretend one who made a lot of crass jokes all the time.  I'm not fully surprised, there were always inconsistencies with your story.  So yeah, I'm not mad but I'm disappointed that you lied on this scale to everyone for multiple years.  If you wanted to leave, it might have been better if you quietly left rather than make a thread like this because I'm not even sure what to believe anymore.  Everybody is saying how they still accept you and stuff, but can you be trusted? :/
Wow, asshole.
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« Reply #29 on: November 30, 2014, 07:10:28 am »

Wow, asshole.
Seriously?  I'm not angry at them, I'm just not going to be like "everything is absolutely fine" like everybody else is.  We were lied to the whole time and I don't think that being disappointed should be considered an unrealistic reaction to it.  Sure, it's a shame we lost another member on the site (not that you ever post anyway, so why should even give a damn about that?) but I don't like it when people make a big show about leaving and I'd rather that if Miku wanted to leave, they didn't tell everybody they were lieing about who they were.  After being lied to on a scale for that many years, even if it isn't particularly surprising; I'm not going to be like "I fully trust you now." like some people do.  Nobody should expect me to trust everybody.  That doesn't make me an asshole.  Calling others assholes though certainly makes you something though.  You don't even go here, so what's it got to do with you? 
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