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 on: June 04, 2021, 01:49:52 pm 
Started by [Shell.dll] - Last post by RosimInc
Hey everyone,
It's Rosim, been a while.

I haven't been here in forever, I'm grateful for people sharing their experiences and where they are in life now post the PPN++ era.
The people who remember me probably just remember my exaggerated mannerisms haha, I didn't fully realize it at the time but now looking back at it, I had quite a persona lol

I'll be 29 soon, crazy how quickly time flies by.
I've had a relationship for a while, followed by a tough breakup which got me into a 5-year period during which I pretty much convinced myself I was "undateable".
But then I met my current girlfriend a year ago, and we've been having a really nice long-distance relationship. She's pursuing her studies in Europe and I will likely be meeting her halfway in a year if everything goes well.
Job-wise I have been struggling a lot, not because of my workplace but because I have a lot of difficulty focusing and learning, and it's affected my productivity a lot. On Monday my doctor prescribed a prolonged work absence for burnout, which I think might help me get back on track, but at the same time makes me feel like I failed.
So overall I would say I'm not yet where I belong, but I continue working on it, and I feel very grateful to have a strong support system with my family, my girlfriend and my friends.
Oh, and I have a pet snake, so that's cool Smiley

I am very happy to have been part of this community, you guys have taught me a lot and I grew a lot as a person during these years over the different websites.
I made more than my share of mistakes, but people have always been very welcoming and kind to me and it really had a meaningful impact on my life.
My teenage years were very lonely because I was hiding from social interactions and convincing myself that everyone hated my guts lol, but this community was the safe place that I kept coming back to because I had a family with you guys.
I won't join the Discord, nor probably read the replies (in a few years maybe) but to anyone reading this, thank you <3 Thanks for the care, for the happy memories, thanks for your forgiveness, thanks for your presence, at a time in my life when I needed it.

Stay safe everyone!

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 on: November 04, 2020, 12:42:36 am 
Started by Miku the Fake Identity - Last post by Kinfin
I don’t really feel super welcome anymore.

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 on: August 26, 2020, 07:40:59 am 
Started by Miku the Fake Identity - Last post by Miku the Fake Identity
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 on: August 26, 2020, 07:35:58 am 
Started by [Shell.dll] - Last post by Miku the Fake Identity
Just randomly thought of this community so I checked if it's still up.

I left discord but I might check it out again to see what everyone's up to.

Also life update 3 years after the last one. 23 now, just finished school and I'll start full-time work in June in the semiconductor industry. I started playing Pokemon again since last year and I'm currently anticipating the DPPt remakes (hopefully).

https://discord.gg/7RzYeB

come!

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 on: August 26, 2020, 07:35:29 am 
Started by [Shell.dll] - Last post by Miku the Fake Identity
A message I tried to send to Aryeh before realizing we werenít discord friends.

ď For the record, bringing up something someone said in frustration when they were at an immature state of their lives is a sign of lack of personal growth.

I didnít rage quit. I realized that Iím not connected to anyone from that server anymore and that if the place is going to frequently become political, itís best for my own mental state that I stay away. Especially from people who consistently rub me the wrong way.

Iím sorry Iím not eloquent. Never have been. Probably wonít change. But what has changed is my maturity, my ability to let go, and my willingness to table care of my mental health. Something that I certainly hope the other two members of that group eventually learn as well.Ē

hope you, kloud and the kids are doing well my friend

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 on: August 26, 2020, 07:34:40 am 
Started by [Shell.dll] - Last post by Miku the Fake Identity
Iíve done a lot of reflecting on this website and how it shaped me into who I am now. And I relized just how much it messed me up. I was way too young to be on here, interacting with people calling me their loli and whatnot. I realized that I fear sending my photograph to people because of how many times my face and voice and video presence got memed. I think this website may be where I started feeling like nobody took me seriously, and thatís been a constant theme throughout my life. Fun.

Looking back? I think i miss the idea of this community and what it was more than I actually miss it. Iím a lot different than I was when I was younger, thanks to various (usually negative) interpersonal relationships and self discovery that was sparked by mental illness. The two times I was in the discord made me realize that I probably donít fit in with this community as I am now, and thatís fine.

Another personal update, while Iím here I suppose. Iím 21 now. Hard to believe itís been that long. Iíve been with my current boyfriend for almost 3 and a half years. Heís very patient when dealing with me, which is perfect. Iíve used they/them pronouns for the past couple years after a long while of struggling with my identity. English (writing) major with an art minor in university, my junior year. Hoping to go for a masters in library sciences. It suits me a lot more than computer science ever did. Iíve made a lot of fantastic friends through my collegeís Smash Bros club, which Iím the president of. Love every second of it. Things are hard now, but Iíve cut out toxic people from my life and am starting to be a little more stable overall again. Thatís really all I can ask for.

I felt like gravity was weighing down on me more than ever while writing this. Thinking about this website and returning always made me nervous and afraid. I loved my time here and cherish most of the memories, but I donít miss it. Thank you guys for being a part of my life.

holy shit you're alive

i wish you well in life

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 on: August 26, 2020, 07:25:03 am 
Started by Miku the Fake Identity - Last post by Miku the Fake Identity
https://discord.gg/7RzYeB

TALK TO YOUR LONG LOST FRIENDS.

THANKS. Smiley

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 on: June 03, 2020, 12:15:54 am 
Started by [Shell.dll] - Last post by Kinfin
A message I tried to send to Aryeh before realizing we weren’t discord friends.

“ For the record, bringing up something someone said in frustration when they were at an immature state of their lives is a sign of lack of personal growth.

I didn’t rage quit. I realized that I’m not connected to anyone from that server anymore and that if the place is going to frequently become political, it’s best for my own mental state that I stay away. Especially from people who consistently rub me the wrong way.

I’m sorry I’m not eloquent. Never have been. Probably won’t change. But what has changed is my maturity, my ability to let go, and my willingness to table care of my mental health. Something that I certainly hope the other two members of that group eventually learn as well.”

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 on: June 03, 2020, 12:08:44 am 
Started by [Shell.dll] - Last post by Kinfin
A reminder. A lot of us were dumb ass teens back when we frequented this place and said stupid stuff. Most of us have matured since then, and holding stuff from nearly a decade ago over somebody is stupid. Talking to a certain person in particular when I say this.

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 on: May 11, 2020, 10:31:52 pm 
Started by [Shell.dll] - Last post by breakdanzkat
Just randomly thought of this community so I checked if it's still up.

I left discord but I might check it out again to see what everyone's up to.

Also life update 3 years after the last one. 23 now, just finished school and I'll start full-time work in June in the semiconductor industry. I started playing Pokemon again since last year and I'm currently anticipating the DPPt remakes (hopefully).

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