Turns out I’m trans. And pan. Life is weird.

Started HRT late last September.

i wanna be the last post on here

life update uhhh i got a decent paying job, i got good friends, i'm in good health, im achieving goals i set out for myself

Hey everyone,
It's Rosim, been a while.

I haven't been here in forever, I'm grateful for people sharing their experiences and where they are in life now post the PPN++ era.
The people who remember me probably just remember my exaggerated mannerisms haha, I didn't fully realize it at the time but now looking back at it, I had quite a persona lol

I'll be 29 soon, crazy how quickly time flies by.
I've had a relationship for a while, followed by a tough breakup which got me into a 5-year period during which I pretty much convinced myself I was "undateable".
But then I met my current girlfriend a year ago, and we've been having a really nice long-distance relationship. She's pursuing her studies in Europe and I will likely be meeting her halfway in a year if everything goes well.
Job-wise I have been struggling a lot, not because of my workplace but because I have a lot of difficulty focusing and learning, and it's affected my productivity a lot. On Monday my doctor prescribed a prolonged work absence for burnout, which I think might help me get back on track, but at the same time makes me feel like I failed.
So overall I would say I'm not yet where I belong, but I continue working on it, and I feel very grateful to have a strong support system with my family, my girlfriend and my friends.
Oh, and I have a pet snake, so that's cool

I am very happy to have been part of this community, you guys have taught me a lot and I grew a lot as a person during these years over the different websites.
I made more than my share of mistakes, but people have always been very welcoming and kind to me and it really had a meaningful impact on my life.
My teenage years were very lonely because I was hiding from social interactions and convincing myself that everyone hated my guts lol, but this community was the safe place that I kept coming back to because I had a family with you guys.
I won't join the Discord, nor probably read the replies (in a few years maybe) but to anyone reading this, thank you <3 Thanks for the care, for the happy memories, thanks for your forgiveness, thanks for your presence, at a time in my life when I needed it.

Stay safe everyone!

I don’t really feel super welcome anymore.

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https://discord.gg/7RzYeB

come!

hope you, kloud and the kids are doing well my friend

holy shit you're alive

i wish you well in life

https://discord.gg/7RzYeB

TALK TO YOUR LONG LOST FRIENDS.

THANKS.

A message I tried to send to Aryeh before realizing we weren’t discord friends.

“ For the record, bringing up something someone said in frustration when they were at an immature state of their lives is a sign of lack of personal growth.

I didn’t rage quit. I realized that I’m not connected to anyone from that server anymore and that if the place is going to frequently become political, it’s best for my own mental state that I stay away. Especially from people who consistently rub me the wrong way.

I’m sorry I’m not eloquent. Never have been. Probably won’t change. But what has changed is my maturity, my ability to let go, and my willingness to table care of my mental health. Something that I certainly hope the other two members of that group eventually learn as well.”