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 on: March 31, 2020, 01:29:23 am 
Started by [Shell.dll] - Last post by Zohaib
We where kids... I look back at alot of things I did and said, and how I acted towards people, and it was bad. I don't remember or think I did anything towards Abigail, but theres no doubt we all had a part in that environment in some way.

This site was a big part of my development as a youth, it helped me feel not so lonely when I was lonely, which was very important for me as a kid. But at the same time, I was easily influenced as a kid and alot of bad things that I did or bad things that happened where because of my lack of judgement and blindness to what I was doing...

I do have love for alot of the people I've met here, those who I probably never will talk to again, and so on. But everyone here had an impact on my upbringing in a negative or positive way, and helped make me the person I am today.

I do check on here time to time, mostly for nostalgia.

Life update, I've finished school, but this COVID-19 Quarantine got my life on a standstill, like most. Lost over 35 pounds and going, staying healthy.

 on: March 27, 2020, 11:01:03 am 
Started by [Shell.dll] - Last post by Kinfin
...well now I feel like shit for introducing you to the place.

 on: March 08, 2020, 06:33:02 pm 
Started by [Shell.dll] - Last post by Abigail
Iíve done a lot of reflecting on this website and how it shaped me into who I am now. And I relized just how much it messed me up. I was way too young to be on here, interacting with people calling me their loli and whatnot. I realized that I fear sending my photograph to people because of how many times my face and voice and video presence got memed. I think this website may be where I started feeling like nobody took me seriously, and thatís been a constant theme throughout my life. Fun.

Looking back? I think i miss the idea of this community and what it was more than I actually miss it. Iím a lot different than I was when I was younger, thanks to various (usually negative) interpersonal relationships and self discovery that was sparked by mental illness. The two times I was in the discord made me realize that I probably donít fit in with this community as I am now, and thatís fine.

Another personal update, while Iím here I suppose. Iím 21 now. Hard to believe itís been that long. Iíve been with my current boyfriend for almost 3 and a half years. Heís very patient when dealing with me, which is perfect. Iíve used they/them pronouns for the past couple years after a long while of struggling with my identity. English (writing) major with an art minor in university, my junior year. Hoping to go for a masters in library sciences. It suits me a lot more than computer science ever did. Iíve made a lot of fantastic friends through my collegeís Smash Bros club, which Iím the president of. Love every second of it. Things are hard now, but Iíve cut out toxic people from my life and am starting to be a little more stable overall again. Thatís really all I can ask for.

I felt like gravity was weighing down on me more than ever while writing this. Thinking about this website and returning always made me nervous and afraid. I loved my time here and cherish most of the memories, but I donít miss it. Thank you guys for being a part of my life.

 on: February 10, 2020, 04:32:24 pm 
Started by [Shell.dll] - Last post by Kinfin
Kloud and I are living a happy enough life. Bills suck but what else is new? We're having a fourth child this summer, our first girl, before pulling plugs and cutting cords. It's a lot of work but it's worth it.

I don't use the discord because of certain individuals causing me unnecessary stress, but the memories of this place are a regular thing for at least me

 on: December 08, 2019, 02:42:23 am 
Started by [Shell.dll] - Last post by Eric
You know, every once in a while, I suddenly remembered how much I used to be active in PPN, drapionet, evionet and then here, and the nostalgia train hits hard.

Welp, today is that day again.

Sorry I didn't check in discord anymore. I probably should when I can. But yeah, I don't think I can ever truly forget about this place since it was quite a big part of my early teen years growing up. Even as life moves on, I still wonder once in a while how are my friends I knew from here are doing right now.

Hope all of you are well. I miss y'all and the fun times I had talking to everyone.

 on: November 20, 2019, 06:40:52 pm 
Started by [Shell.dll] - Last post by Kinfin
I still come here for the nostalgia

 on: June 06, 2019, 06:56:47 am 
Started by [Shell.dll] - Last post by Majestic
First check in after probably 2 years, can't remember the password from my DarkDragon account so used my old Evionet name Smiley

How's everyone doing?

Edit: The URLs for most of my old sigs don't work, shame that I didn't save them Cry

 on: March 28, 2019, 07:17:53 am 
Started by [Shell.dll] - Last post by Scarlet Spider
Yup. I still exist.

 on: March 23, 2019, 10:51:27 pm 
Started by [Shell.dll] - Last post by Kinfin
Yup. I still exist.

 on: January 24, 2019, 09:09:08 pm 
Started by [Shell.dll] - Last post by Kinfin
Still look at this place from tie to time

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